Chaotic, desperate…bloody…lives will be sacrificed for the benefit of the greater good. This is perhaps the best way I could describe the upcoming Philippine elections, the least way I saw it in a vision. It is scene where change-hungry Filipinos will no longer be stopped for possessing what really belongs to them—Freedom—manipulatedly given to them but realistically hidden from them.
I am looking forward for a day that no more desperation to work or migrate to other countries because of this shit politician system in the country. No other better days when the time comes where rich Asian countries and westerners would come migrate to the Philippines not to fuck up and inseminate our women but rather work for us.
I had had always been a very very desperate person who is so fed up and begging to be out almost every day to be out of this system. I could have had wished to be a politician myself to work the visions which are very much doable in my generation but that would totally mean shortening my lifespan for vey obvious reasons. But I believe there are so many different ways to influence change, and one of the best ways I believe is to influence other people to be like in way similar to yours—teach, train people similar to yourself and implant in them visions of a radical future.
Well, I do not have to do such radical things now since this cocky guy from Davao stood up always acting and taking crime and violence to the point of putting justice into his own hands. WHY? Because he is taking it seriously…that is to say, his last chance of saving his countrymen, and unto him, his countrymen believes that he is indeed the last card, not only the last card but the only card.
How else would change hungry and desperate people, almost to the brink of losing their sanity to this sick poverty-stricken country? Don’t expect patience and order-but total violence and disorder.it is going to be bloody. Believe me!!!
Duterte is no longer an option, but through desperation and his magic causes people to act in either in a life or death situation. Whether online, on media or on the streets, many would bash him, hate him, plot to assassinate him, but he is for sure the surest winner in the May polls.
Nothing could stop the landslide victory now. Only violence, chaos, disorder…only death could stop his proclamation. His presidency might be shortlived, but his supporters will act according to his visions.
He may be a crash-talker, a mother-fucker, a womanizer, an immoral but there is no other one asshole brave enough to change and challenge the corrupt Philippine culture. There is none like him. Even earlier haters and enemies would turn up and rally for him. If this could be diagnosed as a disease—it would be perhaps tagged as Duterte Sickness!!!
No matter how talented and skilled Filipinos are, their country is still as fucked up as ever and it will continue to get worse, generation after generation unless someone steps up, and not only one but everyone would step up to uphold the reforms this Duterte has been envisioning the poor Philippines to be. And such reforms could never be done in long patience, nice, legal ways but fast radical means!!! Now that is justice, as how Duterte defines them.
I am proud to say that I am representing a generation of people hungry for radical change. I am one of them. I am one of you! I am so sick of this country that I even thought of giving up my citizenship, not once, not twice, but thrice because being a Filipino citizen in an international audience is a liability- you appear the be the bullied, the “fuckface” in the international crowd.
Year after year, I was frustrated looking for jobs, despite great belief in myself, in my talent, in my credentials. Sadly I never landed on decent jobs back home despite international certifications due to obvious nepotism and “palakasan” in the system. Well, there were jobs for me (for us) back home and indeed there are so many jobs available back home. It could not be denied that there are so many job vacancies but the paychecks do not seem to compensate for time, talent and hardwork.
Working back home became such a heavy chore—it was too much of a hassle that we have to go through daily stress of such hellish office politics too. Despite working, it was so stressful—again the word frustration– a desperation to uplift the self and the family financially.
It could not be denied that no idiot educated Filipino would want a meager amount for his talent and skill. There were so many reforms in education to match with employment demands after graduation but almost none were realized.
The Philippines is so sick, almost impossible for a cure, or to the least –treatment. Joblessness, illiteracy, homelessness, criminality, migration. It is too sick, that I for one representing millions of families back home opted to be an OFW sacrificing away from family and the risk of not returning whole…Financial prosperity in exchange for the loneliness, depression and the homesickness that never gets cured each day away from your favorite nagging neighbor, home and family (add pets too) .
Desperate people like me found Duterte to be the only candidate and probably the last presidential candidate to come up crash talking, fucking people live on media, waving dirty fingers on screen. Well, those dirty fingers best represents the Philippines anyways—all fucked up and crap as seen by the international community.
I am just one of the uncountable OFWS who are poor. All OFWS are fucking poor. If we get decent jobs at home and strike gold, then we don’t have to experience all these psycho-social collaterals for decent food and education for our families. Again, all OFWs are poor. Accept that, and if you are one of the family or relatives or a even a friend of an OFW, don’t you ever fucking think that being an OFWs is all milk and honey because life away from family is so fucking not so easy. Unless you felt, life away from your GF or wife was better!!!
I am an OFW, and my president will always be Duterte regardless how fucking sick he is too. A killer, a womanizer, an immoral, a liar, I just do not really care about his spirituality anymore—I am Christian, and I believe that he is God’s chosen president for the Philippines. And God will surely bless his killings and executions for the greater good. Historically and biblically, God allowed the mass murders and killings of people for the greater good. (1 Samuel) Duterte wanted everyone to obey the law, not to go above it or bend it as most fucked up lawyers do, did, done and doing.
The Philippines has the smartest people in the world, and there is no doubt about it. It has too many smart lawyers that made smart but useless laws. They all became useless because they lacked implementation which made politicians easier to go above and beyond these laws for their own selfish advantage that secured power generation after generation of politicians.
Without Duterte seated as President could no longer see the next generation of the Philippines to live happy and secured lives. The hard life will become harder. Duterte’s platforms might look impossible and too good for words doing the cleaning of the system in months but putting more faith in him might prove possible. I am not wishing for the Philippines to become paradise but if there is a possibility, then it might change my plans of not returning to the Philippine anymore or give up giving up my citizenship.
Radical change might not happen overnight. It might take months or even years. The Filipinos for the past 6 presidents have lived in deception and media manipulated progress. I never felt the urgency to go back home or planning to go home anytime soon. In fact, I am so sick of the Philippine that I do not want to go back anymore. Yes, she is so fucking sick impossible to cure, to treat!!! Only desperation, chaos, disorder, violence, death could cure her.
We are so fucked up that only Duterte felt something needs to be overhauled, even to the point of killing those who wouldn’t obey his directives. I like this!!! Death to all who are making the Philippines sick.
If you are Filipino and you think that the Philippine is ok, you are not a Filipino. Only a genuine authentic Filipino knows that the country is so fucking sick worthy of burial in the international community. And seemingly only Duterte has the remedies if not immediate cures to put the Philippines back on the map to her former glory!!!
I am so sick, I am so desperate. I could no longer wait. And many more out there, even millions out there shouting for whatever fucking reasons for all to unite and vote for Duterte…
(Watch our for tomorrow for the Part 2 of this blog)
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